Everything was so fine until these few days before the bio practical. Everything i studied just wouldnt stick to my mind. Why in the hell? Besides that, there were a lot of distractions lately which made me studied nothing. I am trying hard but just couldnt. I need help. Omg Seriously i need help. Probably i m just anxious but this is driving me crazy. Short Post just to seek help here. Tag to me. Love ya'll
Bon'Jour. Today i been emo the whole day. I was downloading sad songs and my mind went blank whereas my heart have this ' sour ' feeling. It probably isnt easy to get through this. No matter how, i am determined and have to pick up my feelings so i can get ready for o levels. I swore to god that i gonna start my revision 2moro. I must and i must. I wanted to achieve excellent results. Desperado, no doubt. Today, i went jogging before i had 5 on 5 basketball matches. I teamed with some adults where i shined most of the time in the game XD. *prasan* i know. I went back home and found out my mummy was cooking ' Pan Mian ' ( Board Noodles ). Delicious and 5 out of 5 is the rating =). I want to tell a love story that i heard it from some weird friends i got.So lets start..
Hello. I am the new kwang. I will have try to achieve what people call PERFECT friend =). AHAHAHHA i am in the process of recovering from sad feelings. Where that dame had me heartbroken once and for all =). Today, Poa was funny and i was rude to sir. He was really annoying and lame as usual. I ( dont know what went wrong ) said this:' I tot i am the only one lame here. I didnt know u were that lame sir. ' LOL he looks ferocious like a primeape ready to eat a gorilla ( me ) AHAHAHAH. i takut XD. so i shut up for the rest of the lesson and keep quiet. LOLX hmm i played 5 on 5 matches today and it was fun. Won straight games and didnt quite finish until my father came and drove me home. I was jogging with yap tadi. LOLX he was worrying about his future in the basketball world. What position he gonna play and whatever he wanna do? He wanted to be in the nba so that he can show off to everyone in brunei that he is the best and height doesnt counts as long you got the BOMB XD. I m bored so i will just have a short post right here =_(. Miss me or i will hate ya.
For those who knew that i had an admire, i just wanted to say i gave up. I no longer wanted to admire her anymore. Its just pointless and absurd. I wanted to talk about my encounter with her. This had started 3 months ago. She was in her school basketball team. She came to our school to have a friendly match with our school. She was the one who caught my eye when i arrived at the basketball court where i had just finished my futsal match. There is this strong feeling that i felt for her when i saw her. I dont know whether this is what you people call ' love at first sight ' but somehow, love is just so unpredictable. When i arrived there, people was cheering for me to become referee for that particular match. I hesistate but everyone was forceful. I had no choice but to take the whistle out of the coach's hands and accepted the job. I blew the whistle and the match started. The girl i admired was dribbling while my heart was pounding. And there was this particular moment, she had a foul and i whistled. She was complaining and lol. shes cute. So everytime she dribbled, i always hope to see her either had a foul or fouled someone so i could use my whistle as an excuse just to see her complaining. Yes, i knew it was childish but somehow i just did it. So after that match, i went back and was asking my friends about her. They knew nothing until i met this new friend who was school-ing with her. And since then, i admired her and tried to get the latest updates frommy friend.Ever since, i was trying to get to know her. However, there was this one incident which had made me regret the whole life. A small joke could lead to everything can ruin your life. So i had a little joke with my friend. I said i wanted a photo of her. He who really was a LOYAL friend went to her friends and asked for a camera so that he could get a clear photo of her. Her friends who were really Kae-poh ask this and that. My friend who cannot tahan blurted everything out. From that moment onwards, i was named ' STALKER '. I was really sad and i added her up in msn so that i could apologized to her. She seemed kind and said that she had forgiven me. But somehow, i can feel that she had still not forgiven me and had the incident still on her mind. I was feeling really sad and hopeless. I never dare to chat with her. I didnt know what to talk about and what so that to make her forgive me. I knew i was wrong and had only myself to blame for all this mistake. Now i had given up and i think that its a good idea. And for my friends who thought that i am a playboy, seriously i am not. I didnt know why i am posting up but blogging is just like a diary right? You could express your feelings and secrets. I am listening to this song now which is making me very emo.
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Today i had my malay orals. It was awful. Everything doesnt seem right for me. The petikan was ok but the conversation is driving me crazy. The teachers would laugh at you when you said the wrong word and called u an asshole behind u. I didnt think i would passed cause i didnt speak at all in the conversation session. They were talking most of the time and i was like ya ya ya. Haiz the teachers even told Nazmi that I was the only one who did bad. God i am in a bad mood now. =( I dont wanna retain and stayed in form 5 for next year. That would be so fucking embarassing. Everybody would be treating me as a priminitive gorilla. Hate it! AHHAHAH I m sorry if i failed my parents and whoever had put hope on me. Lets forget about this. In school tadi, we went to ict during english and had 3 free lessons whether to read or to surf. The obvious answer is SURF-lahz. So everybody was finding hot girls and guys pic. I was sitting beside my friend who she was finding korean movies. To be honest, i wasnt interested but she forced me =(. For those who had seen my chem teacher, did u find out that she has perfect complexion? LOL god. dont tell her please. I should put this in a student's forum but they aint any here so i will just post in on the blog =). Reply in the tagboard. Ur tag will be like love to me =) . And if u love me . TAG- larhz!
Hello. Kwang is Back. Things happened in past two days. We had football match in UBD lama. Jeff bully us by picking the strongest squad from the players available. LOL who cares =) GG. anyways. P.S. I stepped on Jon's foot and hes complaining like a 7 month old baby AHAHAHAHAH. After football, went to tuitions as usual and then i got ready for edmonds party at capers. We were eating like pigs and ***** buka puasa early. batal =). We met jon shim and his family. Well, didnt see his papa. Then we went down and edmonds father took a photo for us. Coooool. Today, went to school late as usual. MIB teacher was fussing about ketua kampungs. Ms. Jenny left us today. We were all crying like shit. ( exxagerating ) This was because she left us heaps of homework to do =( Ourr new maths and form teacher is named CIKGU RASHIDAH. She seemed nice XD. Hahaha YAY. I didnt bring my phone today cause i coward =) but there was bio lesson which was unexpected. What rotten luck i thought. Then thanks to mizan's $0.05 credit. I managed to tell my father that i m going back late. Soon, we found out that chem teacher had been promoted to the MoE. wow we had 2 new teachers for chem. They came in at one time and i m not sure if we are going to have 2 new teachers teaching at one time. Well, it would be cool especially when they quarrel AHAHAHA so that they gonna take their time and discuss and analyse everything while we can take our sweet time to talk or play around. SWWEEEETTTT! Bio was hard today. Inheritance was a difficult topic. There were too many terms to remember and everything was confusing. Hopefully, i can manage to come through it and scored an A for my bio. I m hoping for a scholarship and today, i gonna study like a nerd. Listening to Rockstar- Nickelback now. Kinda cool~ oh yeas. My oral is coming soon and i m nervous. I m afraid of malay orals. Haiz. Signed here by Kwang
This morning we had match against Vipers. 3 of them came. WoW PPKS. Then yap went back early leaving only us to play 4 on 4. Boring but i helped da VIPERS won IMPERIAL AHAHAHAHZ. Then all of them went back except me and yang. He is following my car. My car was late. HAIZ. Then i went to tuition tadi. I met James and we went up together cause we are new in the tuition. We dont know anyone in there. The tuition time changed due to puasa. It was so boring. After tuition, i went to SaS straight away to have a friendly match against Robin's class. 5 Sci 1 if i m not wrong -.-. We won 100 to 54. LOLX. A bad game actually =(. who cares anywayz. as long we won. Tonight some of my frens are coming over for a sleepover LOLX. We gonna play all night long and rock the whole night yea !! 2moro we got match against Jeff's team at ubd lama =( a confirm lose -.- signed here by kwang
This morning i woke up at 8 and got ready to go to the mall. My friends were supposed to follow me but they are just some lazybums and were still sleeping by the time i reached their house. So all of them told me to go to the mall first and waited for them. I was angry and called them PIGS. hahaha so off i go. I reached the mall but i was lonely. Since my mum was perming her hair, i followed her to the saloon which is situated just opposite of the mall. I waited and waited.Finally the call came. I dashed across the road without looking at cars and found that no one was at the mall. I thought i was tricked but after i called them. they said they were at the food court. They came down and we went to ayamku when weihon had a heavy breakfast of a fucking chicken and egg. After that, wee lung came and we walked to the mall where yang said he wanna have kfc. When we reached there, yang father called and told yang to follow them to miri in 15 minutes time. What luck~! So he went back and its me lung and hon left. I went to cut my hair but found that James was not available at that time. I had to wait for 30 mins so i went to arcade to shoot some hoops. I won wee lung and was crowned. We played initial d's and stuff. 30 mins were just too fast. I went back to Essensuals and found out that James was still busy. I waited patiently until James told me to find another hairstylist because it would take him a long time to have his customers all done. So this guy with long hair came and cut my hair. He looks inexperienced. I m scared. But the outcome was that i m satisfied =). Too bad , i dont have my camera phone. I cant have photos posted up here in my blog. I m sorry. LOL. after that, we went to RF to play cs. As usual, ah zhen goreng us like we are fucking lil noobs. 1 hour went pass like 1 minute. Ah Zhen the horny bastard then pointed at the cashier's boobs where she was wearing a low V dress. Me of course didnt even wanna have a glance because it would batal my puasa XD. The others was staring like there is no tomorrow. They cant hold their horses. HAHAHAHA. After that, we were discussing about DVDs and realised that we ended up in unitek where we were selecting DvDs and CDs. I bought 2 DvD and went to find my parents where they were still shopping in SKH. My mum had her done nicely. One of the best i ever seen for her. My parents bought me a packet of chicken rice before we went back home. Wei hon followed me back home. We were chatting happily about citizenships and religions. After that, wei hon got out of the car and walked back home. I went back home and rested. At 4 o clock, we went to play basketball. Fun but not so fun. LOL. I think i m blogging too much. Just addicted to it and dont mind ya =). 2moro i will be going to gym with my friends =). Signed Here. Wanted to write more but i m tired and LOL this is TOO LONG.
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