For those who knew that i had an admire, i just wanted to say i gave up. I no longer wanted to admire her anymore. Its just pointless and absurd. I wanted to talk about my encounter with her. This had started 3 months ago. She was in her school basketball team. She came to our school to have a friendly match with our school. She was the one who caught my eye when i arrived at the basketball court where i had just finished my futsal match. There is this strong feeling that i felt for her when i saw her. I dont know whether this is what you people call ' love at first sight ' but somehow, love is just so unpredictable. When i arrived there, people was cheering for me to become referee for that particular match. I hesistate but everyone was forceful. I had no choice but to take the whistle out of the coach's hands and accepted the job. I blew the whistle and the match started. The girl i admired was dribbling while my heart was pounding. And there was this particular moment, she had a foul and i whistled. She was complaining and lol. shes cute. So everytime she dribbled, i always hope to see her either had a foul or fouled someone so i could use my whistle as an excuse just to see her complaining. Yes, i knew it was childish but somehow i just did it. So after that match, i went back and was asking my friends about her. They knew nothing until i met this new friend who was school-ing with her. And since then, i admired her and tried to get the latest updates frommy friend.Ever since, i was trying to get to know her. However, there was this one incident which had made me regret the whole life. A small joke could lead to everything can ruin your life. So i had a little joke with my friend. I said i wanted a photo of her. He who really was a LOYAL friend went to her friends and asked for a camera so that he could get a clear photo of her. Her friends who were really Kae-poh ask this and that. My friend who cannot tahan blurted everything out. From that moment onwards, i was named ' STALKER '. I was really sad and i added her up in msn so that i could apologized to her. She seemed kind and said that she had forgiven me. But somehow, i can feel that she had still not forgiven me and had the incident still on her mind. I was feeling really sad and hopeless. I never dare to chat with her. I didnt know what to talk about and what so that to make her forgive me. I knew i was wrong and had only myself to blame for all this mistake. Now i had given up and i think that its a good idea. And for my friends who thought that i am a playboy, seriously i am not. I didnt know why i am posting up but blogging is just like a diary right? You could express your feelings and secrets. I am listening to this song now which is making me very emo.
Blue- Sorry seems to be the hardest word
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to make you care?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
And I wake to find that you’re not there?
What I got to do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when its all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Its sad, so sad
Its a sad, sad situation.
And its getting more and more absurd.
Its sad, so sad Why cant we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
What do I do to make you want me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I say when its all over?
Sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Its sad, so sad
Its a sad, sad situation.
And its getting more and more absurd.
Its sad, so sad Why cant we talk it over?
Oh it seems to me
That sorry seems to be the hardest word.
Yeh. Sorry
What I got to do to make you love me?
What I got to do to be heard?
What do I do when lightning strikes me?
What have I got to do?
What have I got to do?
When sorry seems to be the hardest word.
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